I have had many goodbye moments in the past and each one has always left me this bitter.... this lonely... It's that feeling that you're missing it already the moment you know it's almost out of your life... Got 'til it's gone... That phrase will always feel like a slap into my face...

The issue? My 2-month stint with TeleTech! Okay, I must admit how shitty it feels to get an irate customer who's trained and authenticated but cannot browse and to make matters worse, the customer has a mac 9 and refuses to be transferred to mac tech support, you tell the customer you do not have the right tools for the job and wouldn't want to mess up his computer but he demands that you fix the issue pronto.... so what do you do? stay on the line... keep your fingers crossed... and pray for divine intervention...

and then, that's heaven... at least for a few minutes of avail there...hehe!!! well, at least my heaven has a new definition nowadays... thanks to being a call center agent...heaven is when the avaya is down in the middle of a difficult call and when you call back, the customer's number does not receive any calls from an unknown number... heaven is warm food in the pantry... it is an aux 3 followed by an aux 4 and then logout for lunch... heaven is an RDOT on a holiday, meaning it's 100% more pay or more... heaven is payday and then spend everything in one night of booze-filled rendezvous with good friends from work..... kgb moments...it's being able to resolve a call with just power-cycling... it's singing under the rain (thunderstorm maybe, go unplug your 2wire 2700s hehe!!! with jan and erik ... all my life without a doubt, i give you all my life... haha!!! it's putting on make-up on erik's face and laugh about it nonstop... it's singing part of that world with choreography while walking on the side walk of plaza mart... it's thinking of the green green grass of home when i feel that claustrophobia is kicking in... haaayyy, kahilidlaw!

So I guess, I'll say Au Revoir... See you around guys...

Punyeta, Staring at the ceiling won't do me any good.

I'd rather be on auto in.

Counting sheeps will never work.

I'd rather be on aux.

That's what I get when I realize what "Got 'til it's gone" means, once again.

I'd rather troubleshoot.

But I'm no longer in that world.

Knowing that is bad enough.

Can I RMA time?